Memories of first day in UiTM...

Do you still remember how your first day in university? I still remember little bit that day, I think that the time running fast. Its like just yesterday I come to UiTM, but actually I now in part 3. I hope that I could success in whatever I doing. Now, I will tell some of my memories of first day in UiTM.

Before I came to UiTM, I feel so excited though little terrified and nervous too, excited because it was my first day in university and terrified because I heard a lot about ragging. That makes me feel so terrified because I don’t like the activity like that and hope that I will not have ragging. I also feel worried because I didn’t know any person. But I feel happy because my home located at Segamat which is near to UiTM, thanks to Allah because gives this opportunity to continue my study. When I arrived at UiTM, it is just at 12 p.m. I don’t feel anything different about UiTM because I has come to this university when I in form 4. After register, I got Zamrud College and then student assistant told me the right direction to go my room. I feel strange at that time because I don’t know anyone.

After my family send me to college and help me to tidy up all my things, they go back to home. That time I feel sad and want to cry but I don’t need to be like that because I know my home is just near. I feel lucky because someone beside my room approach me, she also new student but different course with me. So I don’t need feel afraid anymore because I already have friend. All new students have come 3 day early because we need to do orientation week or ‘Minggu Mesra Siswa’ (MMS), it different with ragging as we are serving as student. I still remember that at 2 p.m, all new students have to go to Masjid As-Syakirin to listen ‘ceramah’. At that time also I get know other friends. What the surprise is I met again with someone I know when I at matriculation, Afiqah which is the same course with me. I don’t think we can meet again. So that time I don’t feel worry because I also know my friend that the same class with me.

At 7 p.m, all students need to go to Masjid As-Syakirin to perform solat. We as new student is given talk by Ustaz that we need to perform “solat berjemaah” as it the best way to become near to Allah. That time as we are lucky because can meet our director of UiTM, Prof.Dr. Kamil, as we know that him a good leader and people. He has lots of knowledge and also he always told student that to be success, we should remember our creature, Allah s.a.w. He also a caliber person and has contribute much toward UiTM Segamat. I am proud to be a student in this university. Our orientation program last at 12 a.m at first day in UiTM then continues next morning.

It’s all about my memory of first day in UiTM. My first day in the university was good. It is normal to feel nervous at the first day in university, but I happy with my first day at UiTM.

THE PERSON I ADMIRE MOST...

Hi everyone, we meet again in this new entry. We all have someone in our life who we most admire. From my perspective these people are essential for us as we have somebody to look up ourselves.

In my family, the person I most esteem is certainly my mother. She is the strong person I have met. My mother has sacrifice a lot in my family. Everyday, she will wake up early to make breakfast, and prepare us before go to school. I appreciate what my mother has done to me until now. She has to help my father to work since I have a big family and we all in family get what we want. My mother always gives motivation to me and other sibling to be good people and also contribute toward others. My mother gives me inspiration to be a better person. She always advices me that don’t feel helpless in life and try to solve all the problem with calm. She is hardworking and never give up although there have many problem in her life. I'm looking to follow in his footsteps so that I can be a better person and guarantee a successful future for me. I hope that I have a longer time to live so that I can repay back all my mother kindness.

Always Mom...

You were my fairy tale princess,
So much larger than life.

You were my angel and my witness
Through all my pain and strife.

At times you made me angry,
Great words I would proclaim

How someday you'd be sorry.
You were the one to blame.

But when I needed comforting
You always found the time.

Your words were more soothing
Than days of childhood sublime.

I'll hold the memories in my heart.
You're my mother, my best friend.



In political case, I most admire is Tun Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad. He was the fourth prime minister of Malaysia and known as “Bapa Pemodenan Malaysia". He has contributed a lot toward development in our country and rapid modernization. During his governance, Mahathir embarked on various large scale national projects such as the Multimedia Super Corridor, Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA), the Petronas Twin Towers (KLCC) that have become symbolic of modern Malaysia. All this idea comes from him that other person don’t have the idea and don’t think to do like that. So, I am proud of him because he can make something new and the other person can’t do. It shows that he was a caliber person with a strong ambition to make our country develop as the other country. He also wants all citizen in Malaysia know how it is important of education that can determine our own future. He had always believed in the need for "education for the masses", with greater emphasis on maths and science, at high school level, in order to achieve his dream of a developed Malaysia. He continued to strongly promote his agenda of quantity-and-quality higher education during his term as prime minister. I hope that I can follow the good attitude like Tun Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad that has contribute toward Malaysia development and make the Malaysia’s people in harmony.

10 things I hate...

Assalamualikum everyone…as normal people, I am sure that we have the feelings of hate toward something. But I hate something because I have my own reason. Let me share with you some of thing I hate:

{Stubborn Person}
I really don’t like someone who does’t like to hear my advice. I admit I am not good person and sometimes I also refuse to hear what the other said but what I am trying to say that I want they realize that we have to be good person. I angry with them because I love them and want look them success in their life.

{Arrogant}
I feel wonder why some people ego with other person. Arrogant people are those who failed to get respected by others because of their attitude. What I realize is they don’t like to smile with other person they don’t know. I don’t like the person like that who are selfish and like to show their cleverness. From their face and the way the walk, we can know whether they are ego person or not.

{Rude person}
I hate those people that don’t have feeling to respect others. Sometimes, I can see that there have people do not respect their own parent and old people. They like to say in harsh word with old people. I don’t know why they do like that, may be they think that they are good enough.

{Lazy person}
I am not saying that I am hardworking person but I want people do what I say. I will angry if someone refuses to follow what I command. Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired. We cannot to be lazy to do simple work as it can make our life become more trouble.

{Materialistic}
For me, materialistic are people who want to be rich. They like to spend a lot of money to buy expensive things and spending more than they can afford and buying garbage that don't really need. They are those people who were always preoccupied with material rather than spiritual or intellectual things. They also always envious when a neighbor or friends have this new jewelry or car for themselves want the same thing for their own self.

{Be Pessimistic}
Pessimistic means always look at the bad side of things; it’s the opposite of optimism. We as people should not give up on what we are doing. We should always try our best before our work complete and after that we have to accept whether we success or failure.

{Jealousy}
The person who are jealous toward other will not satisfied of what the other have. They always want to be better than others, sometime they will do everything even in wrong way to satisfied themselves. We cannot jealous toward others and grateful of what we have. Every people have their own specialty, so we have to accept everything Allah give to us. Being a jealous person is not good as it can give negative impact.

{Greedy}
I don’t like people too greedy in all things they do. I always see that people nowadays are too greed to get what they want and forget about others. People now busy to find wealth and not contribute to others especially poor people. They do not think their income actually comes from Allah. Whenever time Allah will take back everything we have if we not grateful to Allah.

{Critic behind}
I hate people who like to critic behind of me. I want that person see me face to face if they do not satisfied or have problem with me. I don’t want that person get sin because we know that sin of critic is worst than sin of kill. We should avoid from critic others because we are not perfect person.

{Smokers}
I really don’t like people who like smoke. Now, not even the men smoke but some women also smokes. I feel weird why they do like that although we know that smoke does not good for our health. I feel sad to look Muslim people especially women smoke, may be they do not know in Islam smoke is illicit.

10 wish of my life...

We all desire a lot of things in our lives. We wish for our future, our present, our life and for the life of our families and loved ones, for love, for money, success, power and so on. We wish and we wait for our wishes to come true. Many times things go along as we wish or desire them to be, other times, they don’t. Here I come along, saying it in a simple sentence. All that you need to do to have something in your life is to wish for it. I shall explain it and at the same time make it work in your life too.

#1# To Be Successful Person In World And Hereafter
I am sure that all Muslim people have same these wishes in our life. I hope that what I doing now will determined what I will be in future. I know that it is not simply matter to become successful person and get everything we want, so I will try my best to make this reality. I always ask myself what actually I want in my life and why we live in this world. I think to be success, we should not forget our creature Allah, because Allah will determine our fate but we should make effort in any work we do. The important is we should become a person that always remembers to Allah not only at difficult time but also in free time. The world is not only place to find wealth but the most important to perform religious acts to Allah.

*2* Life Longer
I hope that I will stay in this world in long time may be in 100 years. I want to make more merit before I die and I know until now I have done a lot of mistake in my life. Although in hard time I feel like I want to die, but later I realize that how important to be alive. I have to be strong person to face everything problem that always comes. I also want to make all my wish will be reality.

#3# To Repay My Parent Kindness
What I always think in my life is to repay back what my parent has done to raise me up. The only things I can do are to become good child and not burden my parent. I know that money is not everything and our parent merit cannot be repaid by money but by money it can make our life become more comfort. My parent especially my mother, she has done many things and sacrifice her time and energy to make sure my family getting enough need in our life. I hope I have time to repay back my parent merit and I will be like my mother that not give up although there many obstacle.

*4* Can Fly
I always dream to fly like bird. I want to feel how the meaning of free actually. If I can fly, I want to travel all the world. I also want to be free of all problem and sometimes I feel like it is better to be bird than people but I have to be grateful to what Allah has give to me. For me it easier if I have wing, I can do all the work fast and no need to walk. Just think awhile, it will be weird if people like us can fly with our own wings. Although we see it as an advantage but try to ponder that Allah has create people as good as creature, then we should not greedy and always grateful to what Allah has given to us.

#5# Travel over the World
I hope that I could travel the world, it is my dream since I still child. I want to see the other country and learn new things from there. If I given the chances to go other country, I will accept to go there but I know it is not easy as we say. The country that I really want to go is London and Paris, if I given opportunity to further my study, I would prefer to go there. If not, I will save some money from now and go there until my saving enough. It is not impossible if I can go there someday. What the important is I have that dream and will work hard so that I could make my dream come true.

*6* Peace and Happy
I wish I can live happily with my family and get better life. I just want all my family always in good condition, health and safe from all the danger things. I cannot imagine how I can through my life without them. I realizes now that how important is family, we need their support in our life. I love my family and hope what will happen in the past will be make lesson in my life that not all thing in this world is perfect. I also hope that this world will peace and free from any war. I scare if our own country in condition like Iraq that always battle, I don’t know how to imagine their citizen feeling to face in that situation. So, I always pray to Allah to get security and far away from any difficulties.

#7# There no daytime
I also hope that there only have night times so that I can dream whatever I can dream. I want to my wish happen in real although in my dream. Although I think it is impossible that there no daytime but I really hope it can happen although only one day, but then if it happen it actually sign of doomsday. Besides that I also want this happen so I can sleep how many times I like because I am very like to sleep, I also no need to think of other things that always make me dizzy and sometime make me crazy. But this all I know cannot be happen, we have to believe that Allah is always made something with it purpose and benefit. So we should accept whatever Allah has decided to us and try to improve ourselves.

*8* Can be Angel
Another wish is to be angel. I always hear story about angel that have their own specialty and beautiful. I have many think to do if I be an angel. I want to help all people in this world especially poor people, people in trouble situation and in any problem. I wish that in this world have power and angel that Allah brings into this world that can help people in our life, but we should know that all Muslim people will only see an angel in heaven. The one thing we should do is to follow all things that Allah has command. I think it is not false if I have wishes to be an angel because I know how good angel actually.


#9# Become a Rich Person
It is not wrong if we have these wishes although I know it is quite difficult but it actually not impossible if one day I will be the one who rich in this world. I want do many things with my money if my wishes comes true. I want buy bungalow, luxury car, jewelries and others. Not only that, I also want to do good deeds, I will donate my money to orphanage institution and also build more institution that can develop our country. I will donate my money to poor people so that they can use that money to start their life by selling and business.

*10* To Get Married
In this stage of age, I hope that I can marry in the age of 27. I dream to have my own family with husband and children. I happy when see others with their own family. For you all information my friend has married two year ago and has a baby, so I feel jealous with her then I start to think of my own future husband. I hope that I can find good husband to guide to toward truth ways. So, from now I have try harder to find my partner since until now I still don’t have admirer.

That all for my wishes, I hope one day my dreams come true. See you all next entry…